I’ve had a theme in my life that I did not figure out until 10 minutes ago. Transcendence. Transcendence is not about ignoring or pretending something doesn’t exist; transcending is finding stillness within in the middle of a situation. I was born being able to perceive dark forces. Many people throughout my life have argued about the existence of such things, but I can see what most people cannot. When people would try to convince me I was wrong, I learned to allow them to have their opinion. I understood that maybe they did not need to see what I saw or maybe they were not in the place where they could handle it.

TranscendingOther people would recommend that if I ignored the dark forces, they would go away. They said man’s mind is the one that creates such things and keeps them alive. While that is partly true, it is a very superficial peak at the truth of the situation. I wrote earlier in the week about finding the stillness within. The stillness can and should come in the middle of chaos. I think this is so important with the time we are in and entering. Things will only become more chaotic. You need to find the stillness so when you are in the middle of the storm, you can be okay. Finding your stillness does not make the chaos around you cease to exist, it ceases to have an impact on you. You can still grow and prosper in the middle of the storm. I figured out I can apply this to the dark forces.

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painPain is resisting what you do not know or understand.  Pain is fear from the past coming to collide with the present and future.  We often fear what will make us greater and shine brighter.  I have spent a great deal of time talking to my spirit guides lately.  While I am rarely told anything, I am provided the space to work through my issues and to be able to see my situations outside my physical emotions.  This is such a valuable part of me and my growth.  I have been concentrating a lot lately on this practice.

A few years ago I took a Philosophy class at the University.  From day one to the end, I was to research and write a paper on if we have free will or if our life is predestined.  At the end of the class, I wrote the paper and explained that we have both.  Over the last two years, I have come to realize a clearer picture of what that looks like.  We work to complete and learn things in life for our spiritual growth.  Our life and path is predestined.  The people we will meet and are involved with, our situations that present are all part of that plan.


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“Life’s most persistent and urgent question is, ‘What are you doing for others?’” – Martin Luther King Jr.

“Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.” – Oliver Wendell Holmes

“Your life is important. Honor it. Fight for your highest possibilities.” -Nathaniel Branden

“Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people are so cynical about it…It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don’t risk everything, you risk even more.” – Erica Jong

“Give thanks for what you are now, and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.” Fernanda Miramontes

“Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.” – Zora Neale Hurston

“We foolishly believe that our own limitations are the proper measure of limitations.” -Napoleon Hill, from Think & Grow Rich

“Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it.” – Robert Mitchum

“Become a possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see possibilities – always see them, for they’re always there. – Normal Vincent Peale


Pyramid Power 2For quite a long time I have been conducting research on a design I created to work with the energies points of the earth.  I first started this research more than 15 years ago and at the time, I knew it could seal energy vortexes.  The best way to explain the existence of an energy vortex is to look to nature.

Have you ever seen bugs swirling in a vortex pattern outside?  They are usually small bugs and you do not realize they are there until you step into them.  The swirling nature of the bugs are the bugs refilling their own energy systems within this vortex.

Some vortexes move frequently and some are constant.  If you look at the trunks of trees that are all twisted, the twisting is because of the energy from the vortex shaping the tree as the tree grows.  Cats are notorious for sleeping on vortexes.  If your cat likes to sleep on your bed, move your bed.  Your bed is over a vortex that is not suitable for humans nor sleeping.  Cats, like bugs, also recharge themselves over these areas.


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I was reading a new book in which the author, Debbie Ford, tells a story about a Buddha  statue.  Monks were given the task of moving a giant clay Buddha.  One Monk noticed a crack.  Another Monk noticed that there was something glimmering beyond the crack.  He chipped away at the crack and found a solid gold Buddha under the cracked clay facade.  For hundreds of years, this magnificent treasure has been hidden from the world.

This is a story about each of us.  We each have a clay facade.  Our clay is our protection from the world seeing who we really are.  The older we get, the more cracks we get in our clay armor.  We sense there is more.  We sense a yearning and a desire for realism.  We want to know why we are here and what the true meaning of our life is.  We want to touch and hold happiness, but we feel unhappy for reasons truly unknown.

We don’t know what to do with the cracks we are seeing.  We try to fill them with more illusion, sometimes called a midlife crisis or trying to better our appearance, accomplishments, career, or relationship.  We are looking for an external source to fix our internal source.

Under that clay facade lies truth, beauty, strength, purity, and vulnerability.  Vulnerability and purity in this day and age can be a dangerous marquis sign.  I am not going to lie and say that there are not people that will reject you or take advantage of you in your vulnerability and truth.  Often times what you are uncovering in yourself, what you represent, becomes uncomfortable and even threatening to others that are equally seeing their cracks.


What I am learning is a 2 fold process.  On one hand, your soul may be showing you what is not good for you.  Look for someone that accepts you with your current warts and someone that truly wants to help you grow and improve.

On the other hand, your soul may be giving you a trial period; a testing of sorts.  Yes, we ARE tested throughout life.  Not to pass or fail in the traditional sense, but to see if we are ready to express and embark on our core reason for being here.  I am currently at the point in my life that I am putting money where my mouth is.  I am having to live my beliefs and words.  I am being given a test to see if I am really ready for the next level.  As hard as it is, there is so much beauty and glory in this.  I am so thankful that I am getting to experience this, although it is so very difficult on my emotions and ego.

I have heard many self help and prosperity genius enthusiasts say that the hardest things are the ones that are the most glorious and rewarding if you are willing to go through the muck and mire to get to the other side.

This also crosses over into other areas of your life.  If something is too hard, no matter what it is, if you give up, you tell the universe (and your soul) that the things that are most rewarding, the things that will fulfill every one of your wishes, is not worth the work you have to put into it.  And it is hard, I am not minimizing the pain and seemingly impossible task of being tested.  The challenge in this one area bleeds into and affects so many areas of your life, not just the area that you think is too hard.

Stay tuned for part II of Your Soul’s Gold.


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soulIn revealing your Soul’s Gold, this takes constant and daily devotion to your heart and your soul.  This pursuit appears hard because we are so used to living, looking and thinking in the external illusionary world.  But when we attain what we are seeking in the physical world- money, degrees, or love- we soon find that our happiness is fleeting because we have not fulfilled our soul’s cravings.  We keep looking in the external world hoping that it will one day deliver the true happiness we know is our natural state of being.

Unfortunately most people enter a part in their life where they feel lost, can’t sense up from down, no longer think they know what is in their heart, mind or world, feel empty, and just feel like they are in utter chaos and want to run away.  You find you cannot control the situation or your life.  This is ONLY happening to get you to your place that can reveal the meaning of your life and true happiness.


The very situations that are the hardest on you are the ones that will expose your own blockages and the closed doors of your heart and ego.  These closed doors keep you from knowing or revealing your Soul’s Gold.  Quick fixes, running away, or putting off dealing with the hardest of situations only sink you deeper into quicksand.


Life is a dance between the inner and outer world.  The outer world gives you the experiences to grow and gives you the people that will help you along the way, whether you perceive the people or experiences as bad or good, they are all bumper guards on your road to life.  You cannot get stuck in the outer seeking external experiences to try to fix your soul’s cravings.  Going inward means that you look at your inner world.  You see all parts of you; the good, the bad, and the ugly.  You can explore your Source’s heart, love and soul.  However, going inward and retreating to aloneness (aka running away) will lead you to isolation, loneliness, lack and a path that leads you deeper yet into quicksand.

It has been said that 30 days is what is needed to create new neural pathways for a habit to become natural.  The longer you devote your time and effort to your soul’s highest expression, the easier life becomes.

The easiest step to preform is to pray, meditate and ask for only 1 thing.  This 1 thing will lead you and bring everything that will match the pure levels of consciousness- prosperity, peace, love, stability, and happiness.

The 1 thing is to concentrate on opening to a deeper and ultra pure level of your soul’s consciousness.  Here is how I do this.


  1. I pray that I am now opening and have clear communication with the pure, deep levels of my soul and spirit.
  2. When I meditate, I see my heart opening wide and bright.  I picture the beauty vibrance and pure power of both my soul and spirit.  I picture streams of pure communication flowing to and from me from my soul and spirit.
  3. I know my soul and spirit both have a consciousness greater than I can currently perceive.   I ask them to open to a deeper level of communication and share that purity, love, and wisdom with me.

Write these on sticky notes and leave reminders for yourself in the bathroom, bedroom, kitchen, office, computer, even your car.  Record your voice and replay on repeat over and over this desire.  Night time and commuter time is a great time to imprint yourself with this desire.  Surround yourself for at least 30 days with this deep desire and watch how your life changes as you begin to reveal your Soul’s Gold.


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I often read and hear people say that there is no way to prevent stretch marks.  I have different news for you; preventing stretch marks is possible.  This is one area where other experts do not understand the mechanism of the body or the skin in preventing stretch marks.

Many imperfections in the body can be traced back to the organ system and depletion of what the body needs tostretchmarksfunction correctly.

Everything needs moisture to be pliable, correct?  Think of cracked dry leather.  Your skin is the same way.  The key to preventing stretch marks is to make sure your skin has enough water and is pliable.  Drinking water sounds easy enough, but water dehydration is not the problem.  The problem is lipid (fat/oil) dehydration.  This is one of the main things I teach in my business.  People do not need to drink more water to stay hydrated and turn back the hands of time, they need oils to lubricate their body and skin.  I can successfully cut out moisturizers in a skin care regimen by making sure the body has enough healthy oils.

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Living in Central America, I am learning a thing or two about mosquitos and natural mosquito repellent.  When I was living in the States, I mixed various recipes or bought natural mosquito repellent from health food stores. Now that I am living in an area known for Malaria, an EFFECTIVE natural mosquito repellent is my main focus.

I do not like to be sticky.  While Avon Skin So Soft or other lotions and sprays can be an effective mosquito repellent, I do not like something sitting on my skin when I am already hot and sticky.  Plus, I am not a good re-applier of mosquito repellents when I am busy or having fun.

mosquitoThe season is quickly approaching many places in the world where mosquitoes will be at an all time high.  Here, we are in the rainy season so I am starting to see more and more mosquitoes.

I look for a natural mosquito repellent because I do not like the health risks of the chemicals which are KNOWN cancer causing agents in many of the commercial mosquito repellents, with DEET being the worst.  While they may be fine a time or two, over time the build up really can affect the body.  You never know when the tipping point is for each individual body until it is too late.  Children have such small bodies, they are much more sensitive to toxic chemicals.  Why would we want to load our kid’s organs down so early in life with extra toxins and chemicals?

After taking several classes on nutrition, I learned WHY mosquitoes bite some people and not others.  Have you ever known someone to be the only one in the group that is constantly swarmed by mosquitos while everyone else is doing fine?  Are you one of these people?


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Botox side effects are fairly obscure. Rarely do you hear about any negative Botox side effects. Since Botox is being used to enhance youth and beauty, you would not expect that Botox could make you appear that you have had a stroke.

If you hear about any Botox side effects, doctors are quick to say these are rare occurrences and in the hands of qualified physicians, there are no Botox side effects. That is partially untrue. Training to inject into a muscle is very important, however, I have seen Botox side effects from the best plastic surgeons. A doctor can never know exactly how each individual body will respond.

The Botox side effects usually do not last long and women are willing to put up with them to reduce the appearance of aging. But are the Botox side effects as harmless as people think? Are the few weeks of side effects truly harmless or is there more going on under the surface that we cannot see?

Botox has been used to great advantage by neuroscientists and physicians to correct afflictions. In fact, Botox was originally being used to treat crossed eyes in the 1970’s. A side effect was an Opthalmologist noticing that wrinkles around patient’s eyes began to smooth out.

Most people are aware that Botox is the protein Botulinum Toxin Type A, produced from the bacterium Clostridium botulinum. Botox will “freeze” muscles by interrupting the signals of the nervous system. Botox prevents muscles from working through this manner. There is a concern that Botox travels through the nervous system in minute amounts. In studies on the brain, Botox was shown to travel to different areas of the brain and still show presence in the brain for up to 6 months. Neuroscientists have discovered that Botox can diminish experiencing emotion.  This sounds a little like an anti-depressant.  Some Botox side effects can cause respiratory distress, temporary headaches, and muscle drooping and puffiness, most notably around the eyes.

Botox side effectsEye drooping, known as blepharoptosis, can appear in several hours to several days after the injections. Effects can last a few weeks to several months and can hinder your vision. Some patients that have experienced Botox side effects say they are dealing with permanent eye drooping, change in vision, and puffiness. However, physicians that administer Botox in their clinics are quick to point out they have never heard of any permanent cases of Botox side effects. People suffering from Botox side effects are speaking out and warning people not to have Botox injected.

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Have you ever looked at someone that is addicted to plastic surgery? You often think they are a good example of plastic surgery gone wrong. People often comment on how Hollywood is a shining example of plastic surgery gone wrong. But plastic surgery gone wrong may not be because of an unskilled or unprofessional doctor, but may be because of the revolution in society of the quest for perfection.

In the era of reduced spending there are some areas people are continuing to spend. Plastic Surgery is one of those areas. Surgical treatments such as plastic surgery for flatter abs and body contouring are on the rise. As Americans, we are on the eternal search for perfection. I was reading one blog where the blogger likened our thirst for cosmetic enhancements to genital mutilation, except we do it voluntarily.

I have worked on Hollywood stars. So many Hollywood women are very distorted by plastic surgery; it HAS become selfplastic surgery gone wrong mutilation. Even worse, their altered self has become our standard to live up to. There is enough of a portion of society that believes that the plastic surgery gone wrong look is the beauty standard. Botox to the extreme and over plumped lips are just the beginning. Even in Hollywood’s altered perfection, magazines still photoshop pictures. I can personally tell you that what you see on tv, in movies, or in print is NOT what these women look like. What we see is a mirage that Hollywood has created. Something that appears real but really is not.

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